杂想

好久没写部落了， 封尘的键盘似乎在怒视着我， 好像在埋怨我只管着公司的手提电脑。 算啦算啦，其实是自己真的懒惰了，不过也真的工作忙得没时间写。

其实，这段时间，一直累积了一些想法，一直放在心中，今天，终于可以用文字发放出来。

我说啊，做什么也别想太多，去做就对了。 对得起自己就对了。 朋友，你说的好，人一世物一世，什么也得试试。起码曾经尝试。好像当头棒喝，收到了，朋友。

管他是不是在钢管线上行走， 管他是不是气球即将爆炸。我告诉自己，我就是要去做！我来啦~

嘿，你的心意我最近搞懂了。谢谢那段最窝心的时间。原来彼此的心灵在那刻是相通的，糊涂地现在才发现。虽然现在大家各走东西，却不会忘记那个过去，反而静心地珍惜。这已经足够。

人啊，真的太多种了。看到太多，感受到太多。 想相信，所以去看去明白。 想感受是不是自己想错了，所以继续看继续联想。搞了许久，才发觉自己大概明白就好。有些事情是灰色，对似错， 错似对。 搓搓堆堆还是终究错也错不完， 对也没对完。

奈何是在这儿生存的。没关系，空气还不至于污染到不能呼吸。 呼啊呼啊 ~ *在大声的呼吸着*

看了力宏的大马演唱会，实在是棒呆了。他真的太性感太有才华了，爱死他！

发现今天写的还蛮杂，没处理过， 是这样的货色啦! 反正，自然就好。

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I am wishing...

I'd have 30 minutes for myself everyday

be it for sleeping, eating slowly, listenning musics...anything...just for MYSELF!

can't stand for working for almost 15 hours everyday...haizzzzz...

jump jump jump! jump to the other side of the earth....can i???

地球是一个球

三月二十八日是地球日，从晚上八点半到九点半全球会熄灯，以对抗愈日严重的温室效应。
处于“温室”的我们也效应了电台的大事传播，准时熄灯。
家里突然伸手不见五指，家里的小孩当然会觉得奇怪, 问道：“为什么你们要关灯？”

“因为我们爱地球。” 爸答道。

“那为什么你们爱一个球？”

哈哈哈哈哈，她以为地球是一个球， 太可爱了。

怪习惯

发觉自己有个怪习惯，就是每次用防盗器关车后会机械性地用手拉车门，看看到底它到底有没有真的关上。

这种警惕其实是基本的。不过，当我发觉自己在车旁不断地测试，我就知道，我是严重了。
是的，少了安全感。

:D

Hahahaha, today is really a happy day! I laughed a lot! Laughed until feel like crying. Laughed until belly also feel painful. Breathless too. Haha. Never find myself lol in that way since working :D

Many thanks to my fellow KC friends! You all bring the crazy laughters to me, which couldn't be found elsewhere, ya!

Can't wait for the next gathering & the ''big stupid pig'' game, although it would be once in a year, ooppss....:D

你，飞吧

没想过，原来无形的你，可以那么地重。
是重到，无法衡量。
我想，我高估了自己。
原来会在意风。

心，像泄了气的气球，随着风，在无法控制的手中，飘走了。

重新告诉自己，属于风的，就随它飞吧。
明天，依然在。

Move on, move on

Staying late today, as wanted to post smthg.

Just got to know that a friend of mine is leaving the firm. The feeling is complicated, thinking am i actually doing the right thing when realising that ppl found their way eventually. Some ppl told me that i choose the right path. Did i? I myself also in doubt about the life i am going through now. Is this life? Should i call it as life after i finish the 4-year bond?

Good life doesn't mean you don't have to work late. Rather, the real way you feel about your existence for every min. The clock is ticking. And the fact is i found myself drown in chasing time to get things done, all the way. Like every single part of my soul is not with me, but with the things that i am supposed to finish off.

A bit of unusual me to write this kind of stuff here. But just want to share it out, as i opt not to shout it out. Hopefully after this i will feel better to move on to the better tomorrow, a day with a brand new thought.

Life, the so-called life, moving on... *praying*

好一个 原来爱上茶

当曹格出道时，人人都会误以为报纸写错陶吉吉的名字。曹格 陶 吉吉，陶 吉吉 曹格，乍听之下不会识别其不同之处。人人都说曹格的歌有创意，我说他本身的名字就是最明显的例子。

谐音的方块字，很多时候都可以很幽默。

就像这家开在蒲种公主城的咖啡馆，用广东话念的话，是不是让你想起那个叫《原来爱上贼》的港剧呢？觉得老板很厉害，只是换一个字就把店铺的形象及味道完整地带出来，而且，创意之处也可以容易地深入民心。

可不是吗？可能你在这儿喝了茶会惊叹自己“原来爱上茶”。

好 口赞！

今时今日的服务态度

那天，是第一次把车停泊在公共停车场。新兵上路，加上车还未安装reverse sensor，再加上第一次不在哥的指示下做reverse parking ，信心多多少少被影响到。担心嘉嘉会亲吻到别人。乱乱接吻属于非礼，道德教育课好像有上过。

看顾停车场的uncle, 似乎看透我的心，好心地站在车后对我做指示，就这样，我顺利地把车停好。好高兴一次就做到！下了车，背起平时犹如重一包米但今天却觉得轻盈的电脑背包，慢条斯理地走过那个uncle的座位，仰起嘴角对他微笑道谢。这样的服务态度，今时今日真的找不到了。

今天，再一次地把车停泊在公共停车场。不同的是，车已安装reverse sensor，做reverse parking的信心节节上升。然而，一样的是，看顾停车场的uncle，依然好心且惯性地站在车后对我做reverse parking指示。 ( T . T )

看来，安全感不是说给别人就感受到。

下了车，背起那笨重的电脑背包，然后慢步地再次经过那个uncle的座位。这一次，嘴角依然扬起，是礼貌性的道谢， 因为这样顾全大局的服务态度，今时今日真的真的找不到了。

我的嘉嘉

2008年12月1日，早晨7时许，我第一次正式地和她一起出门。第一次一起启程的感觉有如万花筒内的七彩带被绽放出来般，是欢天喜地地，是欢腾地，更是开颜地。

这一天，我期盼已久。拥有她之前是辛苦的，追的是别人的时间，走的是别人要走的路。（注：我说的是乘搭公共交通的麻烦，我可是很谢谢载送过我的朋友们：））尽管等待从来都不会好受，但一切都已成为过去。过去就不要回头了，一切都是新的开始，路，是自己走出来的。

噢，终于呼吸着自己喜爱的空气了~ 感激上天把嘉嘉恩赐予我。我保证，我会爱护她。这一天的一切，我会好好地把它烙印在我的脑海里。

路途上，我的心是战战兢兢地，深怕她被其他的车霸毛手毛脚到，因为她实在是太靓女了，很怕别的车辆欺负她。不，有我在，我不会让人欺负你的。虽然我是新兵上路，但我保证，我会好好地看着你，因为，从今天开始，我们会互相依靠，我保护你，而你会好好地带我到我要去的地方。我深信，加上那些我们都喜欢的音乐，我们的旅程会是欢愉的~

嘉嘉，相信我们可以做到。

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Found myself recently missing those FC members in MMU. Found myself talking lesser jokes, too. Perhaps, the environment discourages me from bringing along those laughters. Someone told me, things have changed. There's no way of comparing it. Truly true. Sometimes, something is just missing. It's like going to be years of absence and yet, you've got to let it go. Life, must be going. But thank god, we have the memory, which somehow enlighten the day, for happiness always sneak in through the door you didn't know it left open. And life consists not in playing good cards but in playing those you hold well :)

Watched a love movie entitled ''Only If''. It's pretty touching. Although the story is about love, the moral behind it is far far more than love. If you are given chance to have one more time to go through your day again, what would you do? What would you opt not to do? Perhaps, you would see how you actually pass by those chances which would actually better up your life. People always says, cherish what you are owning. This is absolutely true, given the fact that we won't have second chance of going through the life. So, treasure today like there's no tomorrow.

The beautiful life can be seen by the eyes of a happy heart, i believe that. Face the sunshine! If you don't want to see your own shadow left behind you.

Learnt a lessen yesterday. It's about saving. About the compound interest on saving, too. Was given a table comparing 4 types of people who starts saving at different time. In the example, I was so shocked that those people who save money at a later 10 years would have to spend more than 20 years to save the same amount of money! Or, they have to save more money at the same 10 years time to get the same sum of money. The figure shows the truth. And the compound interest shows the power of saving. For the sake of having a better life in the unpredictable future, it's time to spend money starting from now :)

你是钢管女郎吗？

早上繁忙时间搭捷运人挤人是在所难免。所以，捷运内的柱子会是乘客的支柱，是乘客不会因为捷运突然煞车而扑倒的定点。然而，偏偏就是会有不顾及他人着想的乘客死抱着柱子，不让他人也可以握着。很多时候，幼小或年长的乘客就是会因为手没有握紧支持物而不慎东倒西歪，就是因为她们霸占着整个柱子的缘故。

说真的，不知道她们是视而不见，装作若无其事，还是不知道那是公物，仰或没有道德潜意识？

很想问她们：你是钢管女郎吗？

噢噢！

噢，你肚子很饿吧？铁饭碗盛不够你要的米饭吧？

噢，你很渴望当护士吧？否则不会一支又一支地帮他打毒针。

噢，那只狗啃走了你的良心？找不回来了？

噢，原来你喜欢河水犯井水，嗯，调出来的饮品有美味点吗？

噢，就走开一点吧！

Don't simply use a christian name

Read an email forwarded by a friend. It's so hilarious! Let's share the laughters~

Anne Chang => Dirty (Mandarin)
Anne Chin => Keep Quiet (Mandarin)
Faye Chen => Dusty (Mandarin)
Carl Cheng => Buttock (Hokkien)
Monica Cheng => Touching your buttocks (Hokkien)
Lucy Leow => You are dead (Hokkien)
Jane Tan => Frying eggs (Mandarin)
Suzie Leow => Lose till death (Hokkien)
Henry Mah => Hate your mum (Mandarin)
Corrine Tai => Poor fellow (Hokkien)
Paul Chan => Bankrupt (Mandarin)
Nelson Tan => Bird laying eggs (Mandarin)
Leslie Tong => Rubbish Bin (Mandarin)
Carmen Teng => Leg hair long (Hokkien)
Connie Mah => Call your mother (Cantonese)
Danny See => Squeeze you to death (Hokkien)
Rosie Teng => Screws and nails (Hokkien)
Pete Tsai => Nose droppings (Hokkien)
Macy Koh => Never die before (Cantonese)

Conclusion: Don't simply use a christian name. Or else you will be a joker. Haha~

笑一个

来，我给你光荣，只要你笑一个。
来，我给你肯定，只要你笑一个。

来，
好好地，
真心地，
正常地，
不自欺欺人地，
开怀地笑一个。


笑了，就好了。

真正的快乐不需要理由。

因为，快乐就在此地，快乐就是此时。

Beard Papa Cream Puff

我实在按捺不住我的心情。

隆重介绍--Beard Papa Cream Puff!

每次到谷中城，势必买一粒来啃。

因为它够圆，看到就想咬。

因为它里面包含着厚厚香浓的奶油， 闻到不食指大动。

奶油是冷的，但却入口既化，美味的层次非言语能形容。

看！奶油欲流又止~

看，就是这机器。它里面就是装满我超爱的香草奶油~

是它伟大地将香草奶油安全地运到那蓬松的泡芙里~

不对，泡芙外表蓬松，里边却是扎实的~

是满满的香草奶油让它变得扎实~

吃了它会觉得生活很踏实~~
是很实在的感觉~

其实这泡芙也有巧克力口味的，可是我还是觉得香草口味和它是绝配！

不信？自己试一试 。

:D~

我是蚂蚁

朋友说，要像蚂蚁一样地工作。要像蚂蚁慢慢地走，虽然渺小，路途又漫长，但终究有快乐的终点。

是的，勤力一点吧！吃得苦中苦，方为人上人。

只要四年一过，我就是好汉一条！到时，天空会很蓝！

加油蚂蚁!

All the vogue?

I'm not sure if i am too outdated. I went to Secret Recipe at Maluri Jusco that day. And this is the FORK came with my favorite New York cheese cake.

Doesn't it look weird? It looked like can cut your tongue. I asked the waitress to change it (i thought it was spoil) but she said this is the fork Secret Recipe use all the while. Eh, is she cheating me? I don't remember i see this kind of fork at other branch of Secret Recipe.

(*kampungboy, please let me know if this is true if you are reading this, hehe)

Who am i?

Finally i am here quietly listening 'who am i' sang by casting crowns. Thanks Miranda who passed me the song. This is a christian song, anyway. I am not christian, but my heart was touched by the song, just because the song spells my words - who am i.

I personally think that religion does not differentiate anyone of us. No matter you are Buddhist, christian or free thinker, there's only one thing to believe--be good. Yup, it's never because of who you are, but because of you've done.

Didn't you realise that people around us are leaving us day by day, to somewhere which we might not have any idea of.

Didn't you realise that the people you meet today might not meet you again in future?

Didn't you realise that what you promise is what you breach?

Life's short, what we can do is to make it better. Care for the living, make the little space a better place. Cherish what you own. Stay tough. Love.

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It's been awhile since last post. Days swiftly come and go. Can't believe that i've gone through the peak period in Sime group. The busy working life is never an ending story. Somehow got myself adapted to it, surprisingly. Realised this when i find myself willing to work late and OT in weekends without grumbling anymore. Even my parents also get used of their daughter's working life now, a shock right? they actually asked me to change job when i just started the audit in Sime. They are so worried about my health and life. Dad and mum, no worries, everything gonna alright. And i'm still living great here, just spent lesser time with you, sadly. I'm trying very hard to brush up myself so that i could finish work faster and spend the weekend with you all.

Bros still in Genting now. Pity myself who can't wake up in the morning to join them. Arggh. I should have readjusted myself not to sleep so much in weekend, although there won't have enough sleep in weekdays. Enough sleep means a real life, i do mean real here. I can't feel my presence if i sleep less. By the way, really feel like joining them in the wonderland of Uncle Lim now :( I wanna fresh air.

Been thinking a lot recently. No way for busy working life to shrink my mind from thinking in night. Ya, didn't you realise that when it's gone, it's gone? Isn't it glad that we let it go, eventually? Sometimes i hear my voice, and it's been here, always. I don't want to fool myself in doing something useless, a message from the bottom of my heart, truly. God blesses. Tomorrow's a better day, believe it.