Thanks for your message

Thinking if the God is giving me hints. It is just so happend that i get connected to your end.
I saw something that i shouldn't have seen.
I knew something that i shouldn't have known.
To see is to believe, i always tell myself so.

To be frank, i am so sicked of what you have done.
It's really like a needle stabbing me.
It bleeds.

Been so negative for the past few months.
Telling myself to be blind. Don't see the thing that i am not supposed to see.
Telling myself to be deaf. Don't expose my ears to the world. They are so cruel. (Yaa, musics just saved me! Thank god.)
Trying hard to be happy-go-lucky. Really wish to find back the old me, the silly but happy me.

My dear god, i know you are leading me. I believe in you. I know that you are leading me to a better me. Without those that i have experienced, i won't be able to embrace the real bliss.

''Happiness will sneak into the doors that you don't know its left open.''
Yeap, i feel it. I do. Really.
And thank you so so much for making me understand that happiness is always besides me.
I really appreciate what i've gotten today.
It's like a priceless treasure to me.

And i got your message tonight. I know what i should continue to do.